Creativity – The Relationship between Choice, Will, and Creating Reality

It doesn’t take long to realize that in life all things exist in relationship to each other. There’s really no such thing as an independent or solitary act. Everything comes as a result of something else, or as a synchronized series of events that play out over a period of time. While we can say that “no choice” is a choice, or that unconscious decisions that are seemingly made without awareness or in a deliberate manner, that are based primarily on feelings, emotions, or impulses of some sort, are still using your will because you’re willingly acting them out, this is passive use of the will that likewise creates in our life in an unconscious manner. Choice and will, like all faculties of the mind and soul, exist in both active and passive form based on awareness and deliberate action, or without direct awareness and in an automatic fashion.

Anytime we’re aware of choice, and we negotiate it in an intentional manner, it usually comes as a decision between a conditioned response and a conflict of some sort as a conscience or inner awareness that makes us hesitate and resist it, and so we look for other options. Whenever we make an “actual” and true decision in a fully aware and intentional manner, we naturally leave all other options we were previously debating behind and move forward to create the choice we’ve made as our reality. We remove our attention from all other ideas, become single-minded, focusing exclusively on the reality of our choice, and we direct all of our attention and actions into creating it. Once our mind is made up and all conflict dissolves, our only movement becomes directed by the imagined reality of our decision, and we act systematically to create it. This is why “choice and free will” are always presented together, because they’re different aspects of the same creative process.

If we experience the inability to do something that we believe we’ve chosen to do, it’s due to the fact that we haven’t truly made the decision for it, but are still bartering, debating, and negotiating it. It can be showing us that we still harbor inner conflict around it, still have attachments of some kind to what we’re deciding against, or we have conflicting beliefs and values of some sort that are holding us to indecision. Often our emotions and feelings are contradicting it or wanting something different than our rational, reasoning mind, and so our mind is divided. Anytime there’s a division between the subconscious and conscious mind, with one aspect of the mind acting to contradict or counteract the other one, we sit in limbo not knowing what to do, always going back and forth, sabotaging our own efforts, never actually able to settle on one or the other, until someone or something makes the decision for us and we no longer have a choice in the matter.

While there’s a tendency for society to tell you to pick “one over the other”, to follow your heart and not your mind (as if they’re different things), the fact is, it’s always about a balance between the two. An alignment that forms a single mind as a single goal, free of all conflict, that works dynamically in-sync with each other to create the reality of that choice. Anytime we pose one aspect against another, we’re doomed to failure or a seeming success that merely forms the foundation for inner turmoil and conflict to play out as a constant realization of betraying ourselves in some way. Thought and emotion, intellect and feeling, heart and head, are always unified, one producing and sustaining the other. There’s no such thing as a division in the true sense of the word. The masculine and feminine aspects are only capable of creating when forming union that produces an offspring that’s a combination of the two. They always act in unison as “one idea” that produces the material reality as a correspondence of that idea.

The Power of Emotions

Making a “true decision” where all aspects are aligned and agree, can often be quite difficult, and may actually come over a period of time while different aspects that negate the desired outcome in some way are played out and explored in greater depth, so that the necessary realizations can be obtained, which serves to confirm what you need to decide. Our subconscious, which is the seat of all of our conditioning as our mental paradigm, habitual tendencies, regular emotional states, and dynamics that are magnetic and compulsive in nature, seeks only to maintain the status quo as a form of self-preservation by continuing to play out the thematic dynamics that we’ve built our identity around, and need to keep playing out somehow in order to maintain our “sense of self”.

We keep casting ourselves in the roles we know how to play, and telling the story we know how to tell and do so in a natural, automatic, and compulsive fashion. We’re magnetically drawn to it even when intellectually and through reasoning we know we don’t want to be or shouldn’t. It works through our emotions, which are often gripping and intense, holding us captive to passions and intense emotional experiences that saturate our body with the chemistry and hormones of the emotions, satisfying a form of addiction. Emotions, being the motivating force of the subconscious mind and body, which is habitual and automatic in nature, are habit forming and we literally become addicted to them, even when we hate ourselves for doing it. Emotions, which are the driving force of instinct, are designed to produce automatic behavior that don’t require will, thought and decision, or self-awareness of any kind. We become addicted to pain just as easily as we do pleasure, because they’re both a drug produced internally that we become dependent on and use not only to create and maintain our state of mind, but also to create our reality out of, which is how we act in an indirect manner on ourselves to create ourselves.

Anytime emotions and passions go against reasoning and rational thought, they nearly always win, because they’re experience as a strong internal sensation that’s very compelling with a form of urgency, whereas clear thought is more neutral and something we seem to experience in more of a dissociated perspective of witnessing as being outside of or above the situation looking at it from the perspective of a “whole” rather than in it as a “part of it”. Once emotions take hold and grip us in some way, usually through memory of some kind that’s used to create in the present, it tends to cloud and control our thinking through a form of seductive persuasion, making it difficult to resist.

When this happens, decisions usually come as a gradual process, where once the desire to change becomes persistent, and we continue playing out the emotional dramas preventing us from implementing them, we begin having realizations about them that start dissolving the illusion we’ve built around them, loosening their grip, and they begin disintegrating and falling away. Once we have a notion as the desire to change in some manner, breaking an established pattern, it tends to steadily grow until it reaches fruition as an actual decision that we begin acting on to make it an actual reality, leaving the old behind and starting something new.

The Power of Belief

In a like manner, we can appear to have made a decision, and started it in motion, while maintaining a belief of some kind that prevents it, causes a feeling of conflict somehow, or results in what seems like the inability to take action, or not knowing what to do. Beliefs can be quite difficult to identify because they form the very basis of our experience of reality, and we often mistake them as being “fact or true”. Belief and the reality formed from it is the most basic and prevalent demonstration of the “power of the mind to create reality”. We create the experience of our beliefs perfectly without realizing that it’s our own creation, and is not real or true at all in the objective sense. Because many of them come from actual experience in terms of how we “interpreted” the events of our life by telling ourselves a story about them, we don’t realize that we actually made them up using our imagination (will). Likewise, we’re also taught certain ideas that we accepted as being factual or true, and use as the foundation for building entire networks that are all based on the same belief system, and accepting the ideas of others that were given to us and willingly adopted by us as our own thoughts. Usually the only way to upsurge a belief and bring it back into a fluid and negotiable state, is by introducing contradictory evidence that proves it wrong, one-sided, or reveals it as a skewed version. While many choose instead to argue against, deny, or ignore altogether anything that serves to shine light on the validity of long held beliefs, this too is a decision that we willingly act out and employ as the means of creating the reality it implies.

When we always act to defend our beliefs instead of being willing to consider other possibilities, we condemn ourselves to the confinement of the reality of those beliefs. When we feel we’ve made a clear and conscious decision to change our life in some way, no longer running on memory and autopilot, and are confronted with what seems like the inability to act in order to create it, or the “path to take” in moving in the new direction, it’s usually due to a conflicting and limiting belief of some sort. We know when both aspects of our mind are in alignment with each other when we make a decision that lacks any kind of inner conflict, and we feel a sense of passion and urgency in acting to create it. We don’t have to figure anything out, we’re not stumped or confused, lacking motivation of the drive to do it, but instead, from that point on direct all of our attention and energy into actively moving forward on it and systematically producing it.

Knowing What to Do

The idea of being aware of the need or ability to make a decision puts us in the position of actually creating in a conscious and intentional manner. We create our decisions by focusing and concentrating our full attention on them, and consistently acting on them in whatever way is immediately apparent. We move forward with the attitude of being and doing. It’s very natural for us to not necessarily “know what to do” or how to be when we’re stepping into something new, because we don’t have memory or previous experience to go on. All new actions and creations come to us, not as a whole idea or plan laid out in detail for us to follow, but as a desire for what we’ve chosen, and a notion about how to start. If we simply act on what we know to do while remaining focused on our intention and desired outcome, it starts a process in motion that comes as an intuitive and synchronistic unfolding where one idea leads to another, and investigating or penetrating one aspect reveals the next aspect as the “next step”. We’re often required to have faith in the fact that if we simply act on what we do know and therefore step into it and start the process in motion, that the next step will become apparent.

Stepping into the Unknown

All well laid out “action plans”, so to speak, come as the result of rehashing and reformulating past memories to form what appears to be a new idea, yet in reality, is merely a new version of an old idea. When we form a truly new idea as a reality for creating, it usually comes through a part of us that’s always been there, urging us on to “become” who we truly are as our dream for our life that we negotiated away in an attempt to conform to the ideas of society imposed on us and the need to fit in, and we step into the flow of life by embracing an inspiration that comes to us seemingly from out of nowhere (though its often been there forever), that takes hold within us, becoming relentless and persistent. Once we receive it as an intimate connection that appeals to our true self, urging us on and encouraging us, it can almost become an obsession. An idea for our life that we can’t seem to let go of because it speaks to us with a vivid honesty as a form of promise that restores hope and the fulfillment of our true purpose and mission in life.

All truly inspired ideas come to us by resonating with our deepest parts, the ones that we remain unfamiliar with while having a deep longing for, crying out to be free, shrouded and suffocated by illusions that we blindly accept as our fate, surrendering our true destiny and condemning our soul to a wasted and meaningless life. These form the big, life-altering decisions. The ones that are truly difficult to make, because in doing so, our identity and who we’ve been up to that point becomes compromised, and is no longer validated and sustained. To follow it, make the decision to surrender to our higher calling, means our entire previous life situation and roles will change, sometimes drastically, and we’ll be left scrambling, faced with the unknown, new conditions and circumstances, a new way of being that requires trust and a belief in ourselves and our inherent ability to know what to do when faced with brand new options that only guarantee uncertainty.

When we make a decision to be and do something different in our life, especially when we’re older and have an established lifestyle and habitual patterns that we’ve built our identity around, where we have no past memory to go off of, we realize that the path unfolds through the series of decisions we’re making moment by moment as we go. In this total newness comes true creativity. Every decision, no matter how minute, becomes about “who am I?” What do I want to create? Who am I going to be, here, now, in this moment? What am I going to do, how am I going to act, and what consequences will result? We start getting a true feeling for how we actually create our lives through our everyday choices and actions, often for the first time as an adult.

Once we’re cast into a life that we just sort of ended up in through an unconscious and natural process of growing up, where decisions seem to be made for us by our situation and responsibilities, and we fall into the habit of making decisions in an unconscious manner where they’re made for us or we simply accept them, and even when we maintain an awareness of what we want to do instead, we choose to give it up in favor of what we feel we need and should do. After a while we find ourselves living life in an automatic and habitual fashion where the only decisions we have to make is what to eat for dinner, or what to watch on TV, and even those decisions can be made for us by others. We can slowly fall into the reality of never having to make decisions and actually creating something new, and instead just act to maintain the habitual pattern already established and go with the flow by coasting through our life.

To make true decisions that bring about change and create in a conscious way requires a form of courage and willingness to create something new and unfamiliar. It can mean giving up security and established success, or a glorified self-image, and wiping the slate clean, starting all over with a brand new idea for yourself and your life. When we make one decision and actually act to create the reality of that decision, it naturally leads to the need to consistently make more decisions, because you’re the creator and they’re not being made for you by someone else. When this happens a new sense of freedom comes about, and you start getting a real sense of who you actually are. Anytime and unconscious process becomes conscious, we gain tremendous insights into unfamiliar aspects of ourselves that remained hidden, subdued, or just barely out of sight. Naturally with this awareness and freedom comes the true responsibility for what we create and who we become through our own volition. We can no longer dodge responsibility or blame our shortcomings on others. This realization alone can be as terrifying as it is empowering.

        Many people go through their entire life with decisions that are being made for them by others, or simply complying with the general consensus and trained mindset of society. Many “fall into a situation” in what seems like a haphazard method of chance, because they were creating from an unaware state with no realization of the consequences or end results of the actions. Many start off not knowing for sure what they want to do, then as they go along just end up in situations that seem to dictate the course of their life for them, and they feel trapped, or something about it becomes more important than their freedom to decide, and so they choose it instead, going with it till the situation ends or drastically changes somehow, then, they’re right back where they started. Drifting aimlessly into an abyss with no sense of purpose or vision for their life, scared and filled with an unbearable sense of dread and insecurity. Having lived so long without the ability to create through active use of choice and will, they feel lost and confused, and as if they have no ability to move their life in a new direction. Usually, without even knowing what direction they want their life to move in. When this happens, they usually simply find a new situation that they can wrap themselves around, and continue on their way, choosing to remain unconscious in the most basic sense of the word.


All true creativity comes through a balanced and aligned mind, where feelings, emotions, and desire are the motivating force and formative factor of thought as an imagined idea. To decide on something is to choose an idea that you then act to willfully create. You direct all of your attention (undivided mind) and activities into the fulfillment of your decision. Choice gives us a vision as a firm idea that we’re then required to create. In this same way, an artist decides what feeling they want to capture and express by becoming one with it. They envision that idea as a sensory reality in a way that invokes a love for it, and then they go about doing what’s necessary to create it. They engage in whatever course of action is necessary to produce it. Naturally this requires great skill that only comes through constant practice and a sense of diligence.

So if you’re struggling with creating what you want, or making the necessary decisions in your life to better it somehow, and you’re always going back and forth, or never actually being able to bring yourself to do what seems like a “big move”, just allow yourself to reflect on and become aware of all that comes up in relation to it as a conflicting feeling or idea. Then, go into each conflicting idea in depth in order to gain whatever realization about it that you need in order to make a true decision as to whether or not to continue with it, tweak and reformulate it, or leave it behind and quit thinking about it altogether. As you gain insight into what it is that’s preventing you from making a decision, you’ll know what other decisions you need to make first. Because decisions for change require sacrifice of some kind, they can produce a lot of inner turmoil that will need resolving in order to reside peacefully in that decision.

We know when we’ve actually made a decision because we’re no longer debating it while considering other options, and we simply go about creating it. We hold an idea firmly in our mind with no inner conflict or anxiety around what we have to give up in achieving it, and we feel a sense of purpose and inspiration in regards to it. A feeling of devotion and dedication to it fills us, and we feel peaceful and content in the reality of it. All distractions fade away and focus all activity towards producing it. We move forward with a clear conscience and a feeling of certainty, and no longer look back or miss what we left behind. We’re filled with a sense of excitement and anticipation, alive with the true power to create the life we desire in an intentional and deliberate manner. We gain a new sense of ourselves that becomes a self-perpetuating force, and we fall in love with life as our own creation and ourselves as our own creator.

Dr. Linda Gadbois

Consultant for Integrative Mind-Body Medicine, Personal Transformation and Spiritual Mentor







Vibratory Scale, Planes of Existence, and Parallel Dimensions

Vibration is energy that moves and vibrates in a circular, spiraling motion. The spiraling motion of vibration is created from the dual nature of energy known in scientific terms as polarity or electromagnetism, and in spiritual traditions as the feminine and masculine complementary aspects of the same thing. Every living form is composed of essence that’s organized into specialized patterns by opposite yet complementary forces which simultaneously expand and contract, creating a ‘form’ as a stabilized ‘fixed’ system. Opposite aspects of the same force never ‘touch’ or reconcile, and when concentrated, form a spinning motion as a spiral or sphere that revolves around positive and negative poles, or an inner center that expands out to an outer parameter, where it reverses polarity and then contracts back into its center, and repeats this motion as a continuous self-perpetuating cycle, similar to breathing. Through this primary universal principle of Polarity a stable energy field is created and self-maintained for an indefinite period of time.

All living beings are composed of an electromagnetic field that orders and organizes astral substance (essence) into a form of spatial blueprint as an “archetypal matrix” of crystallized light. This form, composed of frozen light, shapes what’s called the “etheric double” or Light-Body (subtle body) used to fashion and animate the physical body as a mirror image that’s reflected down into a lower, more dense plane. All living forms are called into existence and animated with distinct behaviors (dynamic patterns) through the interaction of passive and active “states” which are invisible forces that act “on each other” to stimulate each other, calling them forth in an active state, where they discharge and expressing accumulated energy, and then return to an inactive state, only to be stimulated into and active state again, as a form of back-and-forth, cause and effect, or perpetual motion. What we perceive as an inner and outer reality are actually a continuous field of organized information that’s “polar” in nature. Our inner essence stimulates the same pattern in the outer, activating and calling it forth in an expressive state, and our interaction with complementary aspects in the outer stimulates the corresponding qualities within us, amplifying and escalating them, and together produce a unified experience of the same idea as a joint reality.

While many make the mistake of thinking that vibration is something that exists apart from an “idea as thought”, and contains a pattern that serves to shape thought into imaginary forms somehow inherent in the frequency, vibration actually results from “vitalizing an idea” that’s formed within the faculty of the imagination. The “pattern inherent in vibration” is the “idea” (archetype) formed into a specialized pattern (variation) in the mind based on what attributes and qualities that idea is imbued with which gives it the characteristics it takes on. As we draw an idea into our mind and begin thinking about it we define it with sensory detail into a specialized version that’s correlated with all other ideas that we possess that are of a similar nature. As we shape it with sensory detail into a well-defined idea, it naturally arouses a corresponding emotion as a complementary reaction to our own imagining. We generate emotion internally as a natural response to our own thoughts, and the corresponding emotion becomes the “motivating force” that animates it. We magnetize the idea with our own life-force and it’s set in motion as a “causal force” that produces a corresponding outer “effect”. As we think we’re simultaneously organizing our outer reality to bring us the experience of our own thoughts through our ability to naturally “perceive” them. The “mind” is the “causal principle” which shapes and then calls forth the living reality of it’s own thoughts in order to “experience” them.

What gives the different manifestations of vibration their distinct patterns and qualities are due to differing rates and modes of vibration as “states of mind” that correspond to levels and types of consciousness. This formative quality of vibration that composes the material world and animates all form in a synchronized movement, exists as scales of vibratory frequencies interlaced within a coherent hierarchical structure that forms an accumulative, building affect as a progression. A vibratory scale, like a musical scale, is divided into seven levels or rates and modes of vibration that together form a ‘frequency’ as an octave or whole unit that possesses a certain level and quality of consciousness. What we refer to as “light” (photons) is actually a “carrier wave” (phantom) for electromagnetic forces that contain specific types of information correlated to its frequency. Our mental “frequency” is formed by thoughts that we experienced as a correlated reality and translated into memory, forming a larger pattern as a “holographic model” or paradigm (multidimensional structure) that’s used to consistently generate more thoughts and experiences of the same kind.

As we accumulate experiences that we naturally act to propagate as habitual thought patterns, we simultaneously alter and modify our vibratory frequency. Our “perception of reality” is formed as a projection of our mental paradigm, and in order to “change our outer experience of reality”, we have to evolve and modify our paradigm, which only comes in a gradual fashion by continuously incorporating new ideas that are compatible with existing ones. A vibratory state operates on multiple levels within the same unified whole as the mental, sensory, emotional, and physical aspects, all of which form correspondences with each other as a harmonious inner and outer pattern of the same nature. Whatever frequency a single form exists as an expression or byproduct of, also forms the outer world or reality the form “exists within” as a correspondence, or larger pattern of the same nature. Our outer reality is always providing us with a congruent reflection of our inner reality, because it’s our mind that’s creating and maintaining both. This is expressed with the saying, “our thoughts are made flesh, and walk among us”.

As we increase the rate of vibration, the “mode of consciousness” associated with it changes also. Based on rate or speed of vibration, it moves up or down the vibratory scale as a higher and lower vibration separated only by ‘degrees’ within the same frequency. One scale that’s comprised of seven levels or degrees of the same thing, all exist embedded ‘within’ each other as outgrowths that form a progressive growth process as an accumulative affect. All life proceeds as a growth process where the lower level is completely contained within the full expression on the higher level, and acts as the foundation out of which it grows or multiples in order to reach the next level. This is the same principle that operates as the “kingdoms of Nature” where the mineral kingdom forms the basis out of which the plant kingdom grows and is nourished, and the plant kingdom forms the basis for the animal kingdom, which, although it succeeds it in consciousness is dependent on it for life, and so on. Each step up the scale is a building process that expands, intensifies, and becomes fuller as an interdependent system. When a full scale is accomplished as the full expression of every level simultaneously, it systematically moves (is absorbed into) to a higher scale as the lowest level of that scale, providing the foundation for continued growth and expansion to still higher levels of consciousness, each of which contain within them different levels and types of reality.

Each level as a progressive movement up the scale evolves us to higher and higher levels of consciousness that produce or are accompanied by different levels and types of reality. All development comes as a growth process, where one level provides the foundation necessary for the next to spontaneously emerge out of it. So as we move up a progressive scale as a building, growing, accumulative process of vibrating at higher and faster rates, our consciousness changes in a corresponding fashion as our mental, emotional, and physical state or “condition”. Our “state of mind” naturally translates thoughts as metaphorical patterns into an imaginary inner reality which simultaneously adjusts and regulates our body chemistry and emotional  state and natural behaviors to form an equivalent outer reality that allows us to experience our own mental creation. Our mental state is what makes up both our physical body and our physical environment, which are all formed by the same vibratory rate and mode of consciousness as a plane, realm, or level of reality.

As we move up the scale, increasing our level of consciousness as our vibratory frequency, we move into higher planes of existence. Each plane forms a unique and different type of reality as a parallel dimension that exists within a unified reality as different aspects and degrees of the same overall idea. As we move from one extreme or level to the next as a gradual process of development by integrating and assimilating new information, we change and expand our mental paradigm (vibratory structure of our mind) allowing us to readily see and comprehend things we couldn’t before, and as a result we see the world in a new way, allowing for deeper insights into the hidden power of our own mind. As we gain greater and greater forms of comprehension, we literally act to form new types of reality through our perception of them. All reality constructed as a personal perception and is “subjective” in nature. Reality only truly exists through our ability to perceive it. As our mental paradigm and filters change, our perception changes, and our experience of reality changes accordingly. As our experience of our self and reality changes, we move up a ladder to higher and higher realms, each with new and expanded forms of reality that are more and more inclusive.

We can only move into higher dimensions by growing ourselves through the integration of knowledge that broadens our range of perception as the vibration of that dimension. We only alter our vibration by concentrating thoughts into correlated outer realities where they’re “acquired” as an experience that brings deeper realizations. As we produce experiences of the reality of our thoughts we expand our knowledge through new realizations that form because of them. It’s not enough to simply “imagine ideas” with intensity, you have to act on those ideas which is what sets them in motion as a a “cause” that produces an equivalent “effect”. As we produce a corresponding outer effect, we multiply it, and then reabsorb it in an expanded form, and integrate it into our paradigm as a “memory”, that serves to evolve our paradigm to greater and greater levels of comprehension and understanding of Eternal Truths. By gaining knowledge that’s integrated through practice, we increase our consciousness and vibration, and are absorbed into new and higher realms of reality that are more universal in nature. Our reality always corresponds with and is produced by our vibratory frequency as our dominate thought-patterns. You can’t practice (live out of) the consciousness of a lower vibration (selfishness) and transcend into a higher one. It’s only knowledge that’s brought into practice and obtained through experience that alters our vibration as the mental structure of our mind. The mind is what produces reality, and reality as a type of experience is a direct window into our own mind as a quality and level of existence.

The most basic form of spiritual development, which is the same as mind development, is through daily study of spiritual science as doctrine that provides knowledge of the universal principles as a concept or theory to be used as the basis for daily practice by applying them. Only knowledge that’s lived and absorbed through the experience of it, forming it into a memory as a vibratory pattern, alters the actual “structure” of our mind. Experience of our “self” as reality and the structure of the mind as our paradigm, are all the “same thing”. As we create our experiences by applying universal principles to create in our life, we acquire new knowledge through the realizations that naturally propagate out of our experiences, which are spontaneously integrated to reshape our mind. As we integrate new knowledge acquired through direct experience, we evolve ourselves to more expanded and compassionate ways of perceiving the world. You know when you’ve actually learned (live and earned) something because it becomes a natural part of how you are and what you see and experience in others and the world around you.

We’re all living in a dynamic series of alternate realities as different versions of the same overall reality. Every mind vibrates to a slightly different vibration and sees reality in a unique and diverse way. No two people are ever seeing the same thing, or experiencing it in the same way. Within each level of the hierarchical scale as a plane of existence, there exists an infinite number of possibilities all being played out at the same time. What we call our material world of mass consciousness where everyone is seeing and experiencing the same basic type of reality, is only one dimension and plane of existence out of an infinite number of possibilities that are all coexisting, interlaced, and simultaneously taking place within the same space at the same time, without interfering with each other. In order to access a different level or type of existence, we have to grow or diminish ourselves to the vibration of that level. We only move up the scale by cultivating ourselves to the level of consciousness that partakes in the reality of that dimension. A single dimension is formed by an infinite number of correlated variations as gradients that are all playing out harmoniously within the same overall or greater frequency that governs and determines the nature of that dimension.

Each higher plane contains within it the entire lower plane(s) as a full expression or “whole reality”. The upper plane oversees or “looks down” and sees the lower plane in its entirety. So while ‘in’ the lower plane we have the experience of time taking place as a linear and sequential unfolding of events, that has a past, present, and future, yet from the perspective of the higher plane directly above and parallel to us, everything has already happened, and the lower plane is viewed as a whole reality that’s already fully expressed. In the Kingdom of our Higher Soul (Divine Nature) our life-cycle as a growth process has already been programmed into us as the seed of our karma by the time we’re born into our body, and our life systematically unfolds while we acquire the knowledge we came here to learn through and within the experience of it. In other words, time as we know it, only exists within the plane we’re in because we can’t see it in its entirety as having already happened, or happening all at once, and so we imagine that there’s such a thing as the future which hasn’t taken place yet. Naturally, this realization of law as a hierarchical scale in which the entire lower plane is fully contained in ‘whole form’ within the higher plane, opens up many questions and realizations about the true nature of the soul, of our life purpose and destiny, and to the true significance of choice and free will to create our reality as we go through a linear time-frame of an unknown and seemingly non-created origin.

Dr. Linda Gadbois


The Vibratory Structure of the Mind – Transforming your Mind through Self-Realization

Our Mind is always Absorbing and Digesting the Consciousness around us



In order to understand how to grow and develop our mind, we have to get a thorough understanding of the structure of the mind and how it operates according to this structure. The most fundamental Law that governs all of life as we know it, is the law of vibration. Everything in life is made up of energy, not energy as a form of electricity, but subtle energy as the primal essence of consciousness and intelligence itself. Vibration isn’t just shimmering photons whose movement between two parameters creates an illuminated astral, or ghost-like phenomena, but also has a self-organizing mechanism inherent in it, that shapes light into distinct patterns based on its vibratory frequency. Whatever frequency (rate and mode) something vibrates at moves it up and down a vibratory scale as levels and qualities of consciousness, much like a musical scale of octaves which build, expand, and increase as they move up the scale.

The pattern inherent within a vibration forms the “structure of the mind”, which is a multi-dimensional sphere-like flowing field that exists within the level of its vibratory frequency, and “breathes” (rotates by expanding and contracting) in a toroidal sphere-like motion, that merges into and absorbs, and integrates all the subtle energy within near proximity of it that’s of the same vibratory frequency. This absorption, digesting, assimilating, and elimination is the law of energy itself as resonance, sympathetic induction, modification, and coherence. We’re always in the process of exchanging energy as consciousness with everything and everyone around us, modifying and evolving our mental structure to be equivalent to our environment. This process of constant emanation, acquisition, integration, and discharge is the fundamental law of evolution that always keeps us in-sync with the outer environment within which we have to live, function, and survive. This constant energy exchange is occurring simultaneously at conscious, semi-conscious, and unconscious levels all the time.

rainbow torus

This oscillating field of energy, known as the mind, is a single entity that’s dual in nature and exists on several corresponding planes simultaneously. It’s an electromagnetic field that flows in a rotational expanding and contracting movement, which expands outward from its center, then folds back on itself and is absorbed back into its core. This field is dual in nature (masculine and feminine), and moves as two fields spiraling in opposite directions simultaneously, creating a stabilized, self-perpetuating system that’s much like a whirlpool. It has a center that’s bonded to a material body, and a peripheral range extending quite some distance from the body. This field has a dual nature as gross and subtle, with the strongest, concentrated part three to four feet from the body, where energy exchange is immediate and intense and felt in a direct (conscious) manner, and as it moves further out, it gradually becomes more subtle in nature, and is no longer experienced in a sharp, pronounced manner, but rather as a notion, feeling, or distant thought (semi-conscious) that has a fleeting quality to it. Our mind, as an electromagnetic field that extends quite some distance from our body in a tiered gradation, still possesses the self-organizing mechanism inherent in vibration itself, and not only influences and modifies the formation and organization of all other mind fields in near proximity to it, but also has a larger organizing quality, that not only attracts or magnetizes whatever is of the same quality as itself, but organizes the greater events of our life, by forming them into indigenous patterns.

While the gross energy in our immediate environment comes quickly and felt strongly, then subsides and dissipates almost as quickly as it came, producing short term effects of a heightened intensity, the subtle aspects that extend great distances from the body, organize larger events into the same thematic pattern, that involve numerous objects, people, and a dynamic series of correlated events, that come into fruition over an extended period of time through synchronicity. Whatever our vibration (state-of-mind) is, not only creates our life experiences in the moment, and how we influence and are influenced by everything around us, but is also producing our destiny as the same patterns happening over greater and greater amounts of time. Whatever our vibration determines the patterns of our life as habits, rituals, and tendencies that we simply repeat over and over, sometimes throughout the entire life of our body. Through energy that we absorb and integrate that’s of a similar nature to us, we’re always in the process of undergoing a constant form of transformation, but it’s usually within the same frequency or range of vibration because that’s all we can naturally comprehend, relate to, and exist in relationship with.

human torus

Our entire experience, whether past, present, or future, is produced by our mental paradigm as a dynamic living model that we not only “look through” to perceive and experience the world around us by way of it, but also literally interacts with the entire energetic world, forming it into similar patterns through a stimulating (electric) mechanism, that activates certain qualities, while deactivating others, modifying the form and appearance it takes on. All energy as the subtle energy of pure consciousness, is in a constant state of a shimmering luster, dynamically changing form according to its interactions, absorption, digestion, and repulsion on a moment by moment basis. Yet most of these changes are so subtle and automatic in nature, always being within the same range of vibration that we are, that we don’t even notice them, and maintain a consistent experience of reality while undergoing a constant, yet gradual form of transformation as an evolutionary process.

While many people think that a paradigm shift takes place through a moment of inspiration and sudden realization, or what they call a “ah-ha” moment, where you suddenly get something you couldn’t see before, it usually happens in much more of a gradual fashion of learning and obtaining knowledge that’s applied at the practical level in order to gain realization around it that serves to consistently expand your ability to conceive of greater and greater aspects of reality that are subtle in nature, and require you to move beyond previously set boundaries in incremental steps, until a form of threshold is crossed. We have to absorb and assimilate information that’s at the very outer edge of our current perception in order to be able to absorb and digest it. If it’s too far out or foreign to our current paradigm (frequency), we literally can’t absorb or comprehend it by resonating with it, and therefore act to reject it or fail to be able to see it, and it doesn’t produce a realization as the means of stretching our paradigm to include it.

Once an idea is fully realized, whether through a gradual process of study, learning and acquiring new information, or through a sudden moment of realization that simply comes to us out of nowhere or through an association, and through the realization of it as an inner experience we absorb and incorporate it, and it acts to upgrade and modify every aspect of our paradigm that it’s involved in or a part of, automatically. This is what the term “shift” means, every aspect of the internal form of the mind is modified by the new information, and has a systematic adjustment that changes the entire structure. Once this modification of the mind takes place, what was realized becomes a normal part of everyday perceptions. We readily perceive the idea as a part of our everyday reality, and therefore, the reality naturally produced or organized by our mind changes accordingly. We literally see new versions of reality. We actually experience a shift in our vibratory frequency and vibrate at a new expanded level and quality.

interference pattern

The vibratory frequency of our mind forms a natural structure as a “model of the world” that projects and tunes us into a certain type of reality as our perception and experience of what we otherwise call an objective, universal, or shared reality. While the greater shared reality consists of the same basic elements for everybody who’s a part of it, what we “see” in those elements and what aspects we notice or don’t notice, how we arrange information as patterns that tell stories about things, is unique to everyone, and is the creative nature of the individual mind operating below the level of awareness in what seems like an automatic fashion.  As we incorporate new information into our mind through studying, applying knowledge, and life experiences, our reality shifts and is “in-formed” by way of it. But learning doesn’t come through memorizing what’s presented as factual or through mental speculation, but rather through applying the information through practice of some sort to create an experience of it. L-earn, by living it we earn it. Through the experience it provides we gain realization of it as a reality (we become one with it and give it expression through us) and it’s integrated into our mind as a memory. Our mind is structured by memory as actual experience. To have “knowledge of” something, only comes through an intimacy with it.

Once a paradigm shift takes place, we live out of a different experience of reality, and no longer relate to our previous state. As we grow through constant study, application and acquisition of knowledge, we can no longer recall the reality of our previous states. We lose touch with them, and though we can recall the events of our life in an objective manner, we can’t remember the reality we were in when they occurred in terms of how we experienced them at the personal level, and we can no longer relate to who we were when we were going through them. As our mind grows and expands to greater and greater levels of reality, and we vibrate at a significantly different level over an extended period of time (30 – 40 years), our personality and identity changes along with it, and we no longer identify with previous levels. We literally lose our ability to remember them from the same mentality we were in when we created them. We literally become “different people”, live in a different level of reality, and serve to create and engage in different types of activities. This is because once our vibration shifts to a high enough level (out of the previous range), we no longer resonate with lower levels.

The act of “remembering” (re-member), is viewing reality from within it, by being of the same consciousness that produced it. When we’re no longer a member of the quality of consciousness producing and conceiving of that level of reality, we can’t recall it as an experience. While we can recall the factual event itself, we relate to it in a whole new way, and experience it through a different level of consciousness, which evolves the event of the memory to the current level of consciousness. We literally transform our memories by growing and expanding our consciousness which acts to “reinterpret them”. All memory is “state based”, and can only be relived from the same state that it was created in. This is the true secret to healing, which only comes through conscious growth and moving to a higher (more expanded) vibration that no longer perceives or acts to produce the previous reality. The saying “a problem can’t be solved by the same mind that created it”, is identifying this phenomenon, and provides us with the key to transforming all “problems” in our life, not by “working with them” within the level they occur, but by transcending them.

Dr. Linda Gadbois