The most fundamental way we direct the events of our life and create our own experiences is through the decisions we make that we then use our will in fulfilling by taking action on them. Many think that the power of choice only matters in the big decisions we make regarding what seems like the important issues we’re faced with, yet the fact is we’re always making decisions in every moment, both unconsciously and consciously, as to who we’re going to be. The future is created in the present. The past no longer exists unless it’s kept alive by continuing to think about it. Major decisions come as a natural progression of many smaller decisions we make along the way. All decisions come as an expression of our character and as the basic means through which we create ourselves through the type of experiences they produce that we play a part in initiating and cooperatively participating in.
When we practice the art of staying present in our life, and keep our attention on what’s actually happening as a direct experience, we can realize that the only “real time” is the present moment and that all future events come as the result of the decisions we’re making as to who we’re going to be, what we’re going to do, and what type of things we’re going to participate in co-creating in the moment. No one is ever really making our decisions for us, but simply act to influence us by getting us to agree and cooperate with them, or causing us to doubt ourselves and what we know to be true in favor of their ideas about things instead.
Three Basic Types of Choices
There are three primary forms of decisions: conscious ones that we make with awareness and in an intentional manner; unconscious ones that we do without thinking or that are emotionally based; and natural selection, or ones that come as a form of perceptual default based on our mental paradigm. One of the most basic types of decisions that we make all the time without realizing it is in terms of what we focus on, give our attention to, and think about consistently. Whatever we think about in a repetitive manner, we literally program ourselves with as a reality, and ultimately become through the activity we generate out of it. We can use the self- aware aspect of our mind to decide what we focus on and think about. We can learn how to keep our attention focused in the present and only think about what actually matters.
We’re making an unconscious decisions anytime we focus on the past and continue running the stories of our conditioning through our mind over and over. As we continue to tell stories about what happened to us in the past, and what it means about us as a result, we simply repeat the past in the present and create ourselves out of an unconscious state. When we allow our mind to wander in a random and habitual manner our thoughts tend to control us instead of us controlling them. Unconscious decisions are often made purely out of emotional states as reactions. As we go through our day, current events form a chain of association to similar events of the past, and we constantly go off into whole thought processes as memories that we consistently replay and tell stories about in a redundant manner. When we allow our mind to operate on auto-pilot without being self-aware and directing it in an intentional manner, we continue to live out of a primarily unconscious state.
Birthing New Realities
Choice and will are intimately connected because we always use our will as the means of producing the reality of our choices. Likewise, self-realization is what forms our awareness around our ability to make moment by moment decisions and then realize the outcomes we produce through willful action. We apply realization through our ability to recognize several options available to us in any moment, then imagining the reality our decisions will produce as an experience. Choice and will work “as” the Law of Cause and Effect. All action causes an equal or greater reaction of the same nature. As we make a decision, then take action on it, we act to birth a whole new reality. As we create the reality of our decision, we form new realizations about our self and life and begin living in a much more intentional manner.
We’re always acting to consciously and unconsciously produce our own reality while simultaneously experiencing ourselves “within” that reality as a certain “kind and type” of person. Choices, like all things, stem from our mental paradigm formed out of our conditioning as our fundamental means of perceiving things. Most of our decisions come as a form of perceptual habit that’s applied consistently while in an unconscious state where we lack awareness of what we’re actually doing in the direct sense. While many believe that choice is a conscious act, the fact is most of our decisions come unconsciously as what we choose to focus on, think about, and play out in our mind as imaginary scenarios and the mood that results from it.
Realization is important as the means for being able to make intelligent decisions by playing out possible choices to see what type of consequences they’ll possibly render. By playing out a choice as the reality it’ll produce, we can learn how to make good decisions that will bring the best possible outcomes. We can’t ever blame our own decisions and creations on other people who we imagine made our decisions for us by giving us no choice, or that put us in a bind, or that we imagine led us astray somehow, because intuitively we’re always “sensing things” as our feelings about it, and know right away the character and intentions of the person and what type of drama as a relationship and way of interacting that will result from it. Emotions that are intense can act to override and take control of our intellect. When we begin making emotional decisions we use our will to engage in co-creating the illusion inherent in the emotion.
In our modern society we entertain ideas like it’s “alright” to say no, as if you’re doing something wrong or that you’ll “make someone feel bad” by being true to yourself. We’re often taught to ignore red-flags that come as intuitive awareness in favor of the emotional illusion being unconsciously played out by others instead. Many stay in bad relationships for years because they feel they’re wrong somehow in making the decision to leave, and then become resentful, bitter, and depressed while imagining it’s the other person’s fault.
The Power of Intuition
Within the animal kingdom of instinct, there’s no such thing as illusions that replace objective reality. There’s no lying to yourself and others by presenting them with an illusion in place of truth, and there’s no manipulative and covert agendas being played out as a means of gaining control over others. As humans, we also possess an animal body and experience instinct as intuition and body consciousness. When we listen to our body (how we feel) and intuition (the awareness that comes from it) we always know the truth in any situation, and if we allow an idea to spontaneously arise out of our intuition as a mental impression, we can know the reality that will result from it.
Intuition as feelings is based on the energies at play that systematically produce patterns as the reality inherent in it. As we steadily move into a situation we’re constantly being stimulated energetically forming an intimate awareness around it that’s always connecting us to the truth about it. When we form an intuitive awareness around something, but then either feel bad or doubt our awareness in favor of a story we begin telling ourselves that either explains it away or justifies it somehow, and we keep moving into it instead of away from it, we make a fundamental error in judgment, and act to co-create an illusion in place of the truth. Naturally, at some point along the way what we knew from the beginning starts becoming evident, then we feel “disillusioned”, lied to, let down, and somehow betrayed by the other person, when in fact it was us who lied to and betrayed ourselves because we didn’t listen to what we knew to be true right from the start.
The power to self-create in an aware fashion comes by realizing that we’re always making the decisions as to what direction our life takes, what relationships we maintain, what environments we place and keep ourselves in, and who we are in terms of our character and morality. As we make decisions in a moment by moment fashion as to who we’re going to be and what type of qualities we employ as the means of creating our experiences, we are simultaneously creating our “self” in relation to everything else. We can begin realizing that we always have a direct connection inwardly to the truth that exists outwardly. All we have to do is realize it and trust it as the means of making good decisions. Once we realize that all of our mental and emotional pain and suffering is caused by our own hand through the choices we make and the actions we take based on our decisions, and how we use our mind to experience the reality of our choices, we gain access to a very fundamental power as the true nature and creative ability of our higher soul.
Our Higher Self isn’t separate or different from our lower soul that’s confined to our personality and our unconscious conditioning, but is what acts to produce the entire material reality of our lower soul “through” how it operates as the consciousness of the body. When we “choose” to embody and utilize our higher consciousness as the means of creating, we learn how to tune into and skillfully use our intuition as the means of always knowing the truth in any situation and begin creating our life in a self-aware and intelligent manner. When we ignore and subdue our higher, subtle awareness as our intuition in favor of surface appearances, we use the power of our will to form illusions in place of truth. As unconscious beings that lack true awareness, we’re always deceiving ourselves. In the ultimate sense all deception is self-deception. We’re only deceived when we first disconnect from our self in favor of someone else’s truth, and act on ourselves to cooperate in creating an illusion in place of what we know deep down to be true.
All betrayal comes initially from betraying ourselves by choosing to ignore what we know to be true and therefore real, in favor of a lie. We can only be lied to by another when we first lie to ourselves by going against our inner feelings. When we lose touch with our true self, which is only known intimately as our feelings and the awareness that arises from them, we become an inherent part of a grand illusion created by surface appearances and facades designed to mask the truth and engage in a primary form of self-delusion.
Whenever we allow someone to persuade or convince us to go against what we feel to be right, we make an unconscious agreement to participate in a very basic form of self-deception where we deny our self in favor of another that we believe knows better than we do. The “truth” is never something we have to be persuaded to believe, it’s something that comes from within as a basic form of “self-awareness” as to how we feel in relationship with the outer forces we’re interacting with. We’re always choosing both unconsciously and consciously in any given moment to either make decisions based on what we know internally or what we’re being influenced by externally. We’re always either allowing our Higher Self to show us the way and create through us, or allowing others to make our decisions for us where we lend our will to creating our life according to the illusions they produce. Either way, the choice is always ours.
What many people don’t realize about Tesla and his method of conceiving ideas, is that he had a very pronounced understanding of the Universal Laws that govern the universe and all of life and always formed his ideas based on them, or he tuned into these ideas in the astral plane and received them “whole” as working models of Universal Laws. While we can say that many ideas, especially ones involving the universe, exist largely in theoretical terms, and therefore can only be proven through mathematics, if we understand the nature of law, we know this isn’t true, because the same laws pertain to all levels and scales of reality, and any law operating at the universal scale also operates at the smaller scale of our own physical existence. The same laws that form and spin galaxies form and spin atoms and molecules; they operate through the same principle, at different scales and magnitudes.
Tesla opposed Einstein in several areas, one of which was the theory of gravity. Einstein postulated that space “curved” around material objects, and this curvature of space is what produced gravity and held planets in place. Much like a ball placed in water displaces the water, and yet is held in place by the water. Tesla however, disagreed with this theory because it violated fundamental laws. Not only in the sense that Einstein’s theory was based on a material object with material properties being able to produce an effect in an invisible field possessing no material properties, but also based on the law of opposites (polarity), which states that all action creates an equal and opposite reaction. Energy and matter operate according to “opposite” laws that are complementary and paradoxical, yet both are true and a part of the same observable reality.
Tesla argued that if a material object caused a curve, the reaction (opposite) would straighten it back out, counterbalancing it. Einstein’s theory also postulated that invisible space as subtle energy didn’t have the ability to penetrate material objects, and instead curved around them. Yet the very law governing all matter as an invisible force that acts to “move it” or “vibrate” it, does so through resonance, in which energy “enters into” (sympathetic induction), separates into polar aspects as electromagnetism that “spins matter”, giving it “life” as activity. Everything that exists is vibrating, is in motion propelled by invisible forces that can’t be physically measured. These invisible forces move into and through matter, inhabiting it by splitting into EM forces that create an attraction and repulsion that spin it while simultaneously stabilizing it into a functioning system.
Tesla’s theory of gravity followed the spiritual principles of subtle and gross matter, represented by what’s referred to as the four Elements of the material world and the Law of Resonance. His theory was that energy and mass weren’t exchangeable and therefore equivalent (E=mc2), but that mass drew in or absorbed energy from its environment (empty space). Subtle Energy as invisible forces that expand evenly in all directions in a circular motion and permeate all of the material world as the empty space it exists in (Monad), contains within it both active and passive components, and when it enters into matter, it splits into dual forces as electric and magnetic, which both pull together and push apart at the same time (Dyad), forming a spin that’s equilibrated between parallel poles. So the invisible forces moved in the opposite direction (horizontal spin) of the physical poles (vertical rod).
According to Tesla’s theory, what we experience as gravity, which holds us to a material object (Earth), yet can’t be felt with physical senses, is created by us being caught in the influx or pathway of the absorption of subtle energy from outer space. The spin of all material objects isn’t caused by the curvature of subtle energy around the object, but rather internally as the self-generated perpetual motion produced by an electromagnetic field that produces a subtle, yet pronounced effect of an opposite nature. This subtle energy, referred to as the Luminferous aether or Akasha field of consciousness itself, does not possess physical properties, and can’t be measured using physical instruments, yet is the intelligent life-force energy that readily moves through and into matter giving it “life” as the activity that “operates” it. The material object has no life, and is not “held together”, or capable of moving without this subtle, invisible, life-giving force. When this life-force leaves a body (no longer resonates), the body dies, is no longer operated through activity, and begins falling apart or disintegrating. It returns to basic elements and no longer forms a unified material body as a living entity.
Subtle energy as consciousness that structures and animates all material form, forms a relationship between spirit and matter as the soul. The soul is both material and spiritual in nature, and acts as a bridge between the two extremes. The soul is what determines the “quality of consciousness” the material body is capable of absorbing from the space around it as its intelligence, through resonance. The soul-spirit readily resonates with the body, entering into and inhabiting it as the mind, giving it all its activities as the life of the body and the personality that’s vibrating at a specific frequency as a quality of consciousness that attracts and draws in from the atmosphere around it more of the same quality of consciousness as a personality that forms natural behaviors and “ways of being”.
While gravity itself is still a complete mystery to science, we have identified what we call electromagnetic forces, and strong and weak forces, both of which are the dual or “inner material components” of Gravity itself as a unified field that vibrates and holds together the material world through electromagnetic energy, as opposing forces of the same thing. All material bodies are magnetic as passive and receptive, and act to draw into them the equivalent conscious energies around them. The body acts as a receiver for consciousness, and does not generate its own consciousness. It receives it’s “life” from the invisible intelligence that exists all around us in the ether as the air and the atmosphere. This is why spirit is referred to as “air” acquired and inhabiting the body through breathing. Air is formed by a combination of light/heat and water/cold. Heat expands, cold contracts. Air, light, and water are all invisible, though air can be felt as wind, light can be felt as heat, and water can be felt as substance. Just as we breathe in air, which gives us life, we also absorb the vibratory conscious energy all around us, digesting, integrating, and reforming ourselves (body, mind, and soul) by way of it.
The Spirit is not formed of fixed into a stationary pattern, but is available as an intelligent resource for us to use to fashion our soul and body based on what “state” or vibratory frequency we exist in and naturally resonate with. Our gravitational force as the absorption of consciousness is what shapes us, holds us together as a “body” and mental paradigm, and gives us life as our personal consciousness. The unified field of the Luminferous aether or Akasha exists in a state of pure potential as a wave-like field that provides a form of menu, that we then use to select certain possibilities within this field through resonance as a primary form of “natural selection” that automatic in nature. By resonating with certain possibilities that we are ideal for actualizing, we draw them into our physical form where we use it them to create ourselves and our reality out of the same idea (Triad). The One as Subtle energy, enters into the parallel dimension of material form, divides into dual aspects of itself, pushing away and separating from itself to form the appearance of itself as another (outer), while entering into relationship with itself in another, attracting to and drawing back into itself disowned parts of itself being reflected, and together forms the “self” (particle and wave) as both the inner (particle) and the “reality” of the self (wave) as the outer.
